hi guys - i'm feeling a bit bummed out right now... it's silly, but... of course, we all feel a little travel withdrawal when we're not actually traveling, and our bodies start to ache for it, so to say...
well, i just finished chatting with this guy i met in barcelona (he lives there), we had a great time!... and we're good friends now... well, i know it's hard to read people during chatting sometimes, but i felt confident, the same towards him, but he started saying that i sounded distracted, far away, colder (he may not have used this word), and finally 'americanized'...
well, besides the fact that i resent the negative association w/ americanization, that's a whole other subject, i'm just a bit bummed out, b/c I think it's unfair to use the fact that we're back home against us... do you know what i mean?
well, this is silly, everything is fine b/w my friend and i, we'll be chatting again soon, this probably has more to do w/ my desire to be travelling again than anything...
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