ooo'k so life is a nightmare,and dreams are trapped and slowly dissapearing in this small vortex of hell,all thanks to my parents,well mainly thanks to my parents XD
so come 15th June if i havent given money to my parents i am gettin kicked out of teh house,i have to give em money as a rent kind of thing,and considerin i dont have the best job (little hours,crappy pay),i dont get much money,and what money i do get i am trying to save for stuff that i can get so i can buy things i need fer travellin at end of year,now my life is really really bollocks at home,andlife is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad,basically i dont kno how much money to give them,i will have £300 say come the date,and i was thinkin about givin em £200 or £250 and hopin that will keep there mouths shut,but i feel it wont,and things will get worse and worse,until there maybe only 2/3 options left,as i was at home for a few minutes earlier on,jus gatherin some stuff before i had to go back to work,my dad and i started havin a row,and i was home less than 5 min,and then after i got some stuff sorted out,i was back off to work,cos i couldnt stand the atmosphere,im not sure what else to say,if you want something more detailed then msg me and ill talk to ya,if not then a comment on how stupid i am and how awesomely correct my parents are will do,i say this because not much of a story has been put down here and parents are older and wiser kinda thing.
so should i save what little money i have,and come june 15th just go somewhere,like london and try and get something done down there,and somethign sorted or should i stay and give them money,and keep living in a bottomless pit of nothing and failure which comes from me parents,today,at lunch is the only real time when i thought about sayin fuck it and going,ive thought about going before,many many MANY times before,but at lunch today i really thought
what ya think i should do
hmmm,i expect quoting and responses that i wont like
cheers,Ryan