I woke up yesterday and decided that I've had enough. Shady friends, no deacent job, family overseas....one more interview with a semi litterate middle manager in an oversized suit and I'm gonna blow. And the world is waiting. I listed my appartment for rent, the showings begin today, I'm getting rid of all my crap and taking off to Geneva until further notice. There I will live off of the rent, help out mom and pops in their work, learn new things and work on my french.
I'm going home for the holidays!
Though I am in Croatia nearly every year, I have not spent Christmas with the family in ten years. And the rest of europe is just a short flight away. By spring I hope to hear from Emirates Airlines, and have that coveted job I've been wanting.
So, I'm leaving, ending a chapter with absolutely no idea what will happen. I'd be lying if I said I'm not even a little scared, but I welcome all possibilities. I may come back in the spring, or I may not come back at all, noone is to know, and that's the best part. I'm following my gut on this one. I guess only time can tell....