Elixir

hello all. i moved out and dont have a computer at my new place, so that explains my lack of being here. the tree business is getting going now, plans for greenhouses and all that kind of stuff are going all over the place. work is getting a little more serious, i guess.

and i am totally intent on picking up and going away anyway.
i dont want this, i dont want to be settled and have no money worries. definately dont want any of that shit. goddamnit.

my backpack is in my closet. i havent told my brother about this stuff,and hed back whatever decision i made. maybe i am being a wuss and not wanting to fess up with the realities of life. well, thats just fine by me. i just cant get over how badly i want to go. wow.

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Qwardian

I dont know how to help. But I like the CIA thing.

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Europe is back on baby!

GoKrazy

At least you tried it and now you KNOW that's not something you want to do. After all it's your life and it's up to you to make the most of it. I think it would be awful if you hadn't and then second guessed yourself and wondered "what if...?"

Hang in there - I'm sure eventually it will all come out for the best.

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"Growing old is manditory, growing up is optional"

SuDz

You have to do what is right for you. Maybe the tree buisness will still be around when you get back but just delayed a bit. I know most of us told you before to try and go for the buisness and put off the travel for a year or two. Some might still think that, however it is still good that you follow your heart sometimes. If your miserable at work then your miserable outside of it is what I see with a lot of people. Nobody wants that.

SuDZ

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SuDZ > We recycle our scummyness.
SuDZ > Thats just plain good for the environment.
Rozza > lol
Rozza > yeah
Rozza > that should be your sig